its crazy, i can’t believe i’m feeling this way about a girl. its a been a long long time. and its more crazy that i love her more than my first girl its crazy all these emotions just came outta no where for her in such a short time. but i don’t know why she don’t feel the same about me. i proved to this girl she means the world to me. i did everything i can. yet she hasn’t showed me one bit that her feelings for me are true. why? she says she likes me a lot but she don’t prove her words. could she be just fucking with my emotions? what am i suppose to do? she said to give her time but i believe if you really like/love someone this much you put all the bullshit, all the pain of the past, everything and show the person how much you like them. i don’t know. i honestly don’t wanna let her go. but i don’t wanna get hurt again. i’m ah sucka when it comes to love. and when i fall i fall hard.